DrMarten's

Demons over montreal...... FUCK

Sun, 07 May 2006 21:05:33 GMT

Well... went to the Demons over montreal Friday and Saturday at Hémisphere Gauche

2 nights of shows at this bar with the Gutterdemons on top of both shows.. *thats why its called that way for the slow brains out here* :-P

everything was going fine on that second day of show... brought my camera to shoot the first 2 bands and I puted it back in my bag before gutterdemons were on stage...

Flipper's girl came to me and asked me to leave my camera up front if I wanted to see the show from near stage....

I was wondering WHY THE FUCK !

exchanged a bit... furiousity freakin my brains out of my fuckin head .. WTF is that story...

I said ''fuck that im leavin'!''

went up front and asked .. WHAT THE FUCK WAS UP !

she heard somewhere (by email) that I was selling Gutterdemons pictures to some people I DONT KNOW THE FUCK WHO for 25$ a piece...

Im like... hey man... really... I'm trying to make a good name out here... been working my ass off to all those fuckin shows.. most of the time not payed to shoot and shit.. and now I would sell pictures of a band.. TO FUCKIN WHO MEN ??? no one buy pictures out of me for FUCKIN CHRIST SAKE ! I DONT LIVE OUTTA MY ART ! SO fuck that.....

another thing she said was that I DIDNT WANT to SELL pictures to GUTTERDEMONS.... SECOND HEARTBREAK... WTF !
I'M trying to live outta that fuckin carreer I've been building for at least 3 years now !!!! 3 FUCKING years of FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SHIT.. !! ear that ? FREEE shoots, Free pictures sent to bands... FUCK !

I'm workin out like a fuckin cunt to get out of the lot (so many photographers out there in montreal... and alot are fuckin good !! cheeers to you guys workin your ass off!).. send QUALITY pictures to the bands and promoters and stuff...
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP ???

one thing came out of that conversation with that girl... Who wasnt at all concerned with me personnally but with the fact that I was supposedly selling pics of that band... and on second hand.. that I didnt want to sell any pictures to them ?
WHY !??

The 25$ thing.. im sure.. comes from a band I had ''problems'' with
''THE BAND'' wanted to buy pictures for their new album... gave them a package deal of 25$ per pictures he wanted to put in the cd covers...(he needed 7 of them)
which is fuckin cheap on the market for now.. I mean... go and ask any other fuckin professional photographer out there and they would tell me cheap ass off that I should sell them higher price...

So I really dont know if all that confusion come from that part... but IF someone want to bring me down.. or bring down my name.. FUCK THAT !
I've been workin so fuckin hard to build my fuckin name without having to fuckin put my balls on fire on a fuckin stage or to cut my fuckin forehead to bleed over everybody just to fuckin gross people off... ! DAMN FUCK !

If it doesnt come from that story.. fuckin fine but evidence are fuckin TIGHT ! just dont forget those 3 times pictures of your band were published in montreal newspapers without my name under it... all the pictures I have of all your shows and shit... all the archives.

soon im going to sit down with Flipper and his girlfriend to look and some stuff and sell gutterdemons pictures I took. thats what she asked me.

plus the story of my pictures on their t-shirt... you know the shirt with the 3 tombs... in those are 3 pictures I took and was only told after a few shows that those were my shots... never was I asked for permission to do that. they apologized afterward... I didnt make a great story out of it but now with all that stuff comin out on me that I DID SELL PICTURES OF THEM ? wtf...

C'est peut-etre un simple malentendu.. mais pendant ce temps mon nom en mange un coup et ca me fais ROYALEMENT CHIER !
je travail pour une réputation parfaite... et des idioties du genre brises tout.

MERCI !!!!!!!!!!
et a la prochaine
and sorry for all the F* words

(une petite photo de Memphis Morticians pour finir en beauté ! putain que ca rock leur musique !!)

Diary of a lost circus

Thu, 04 May 2006 04:11:32 GMT

Diary of a lost circus

Thu, 04 May 2006 04:10:11 GMT

Diary of a lost circus - april 2006

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 16:55:54 GMT

Café campus lighting rocks !

The Brains - saphir

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 16:35:31 GMT

first concert pics at saphir... Lighting sucks !!!!!!!!!

Evil Martha

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 21:05:40 GMT

I'd kill for a SMOKE

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 14:57:03 GMT

BLOOD

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 13:39:15 GMT

have a bloody day LJ :-)

new shootin !!!

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:55:33 GMT

here's a preview of a serie that I'll publish soon enough
I still have to make the model release for the publication of those pics but it won't be a problem ! those guys were so fuckin fun to work with, and so easy to get into their act... fuckin amazin !!!

hope you'll enjoy this serie as much as we had fun doin it !!!
fuck it was crazy !!

here's the shot witch I think is going to be the opening one to a great serie !

somethin positive

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 18:02:42 GMT

here's something good I did.. and enjoyed

there ya go
enjoy ! ;-)

survey - more about me !

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 08:55:52 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Martin Ouellet
Birthday:	April 25th 1983
Birthplace:	greenfield park
Current Location:	Montreal
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	black
Height:	about 6 feet with boots on
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	100% quebec roots
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Doc Marten boots 10 holes steeled toe cheery
Your Weakness:	pro procrastinator
Your Fears:
Your Perfect Pizza:	aprox any type
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	live with my art
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	you suck
Thoughts First Waking Up:	wheres my girlfriend so I can hug and kiss her
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime:	4am
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi ! fuck Coke !
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither one or the other
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Just fuckin Iced Tea !
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	I hate coffee...
Do you Smoke:	havent for 2 weeks
Do you Swear:	Fuck Yeah Tabarnak !
Do you Sing:	in the shower
Do you Shower Daily:	duh ! yes
Have you Been in Love:	indeed
Do you want to go to College:	already went.... spent years and learned alot
Do you want to get Married:	mar-ried ? what does that word mean ?
Do you belive in yourself:	startin !
Do you get Motion Sickness:
Do you think you are Attractive:	startin !
Are you a Health Freak:	nope fuck pills and medications !
Do you get along with your Parents:	sure
Do you like Thunderstorms:	kind of
Do you play an Instrument:	unfortunalty
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	a shit fuckin load yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:	yep
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	medications ? no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	walked by
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Ohhhhh sushi.... yes !
In the past month have you been on Stage:	takin pictures yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	fuck... yeah !
Ever been called a Tease:
Ever been Beaten up:
Ever Shoplifted:
How do you want to Die:	Sleepin.. or fuckin !
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	professional photographer who live by his art !
What country would you most like to Visit:	most of Europe
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	any.. love to look in girls eyes any color
Favourite Hair Color:	the one that comes with the cutest face
Short or Long Hair:	both
Height:	tall or small... dont really care..
Weight:	dont really mind.. but like a little grabbin
Best Clothing Style:	rocknroll baby, but doent really matter
Number of Drugs I have taken:	tried 8 aprox.
Number of CDs I own:	dont know.
Number of Piercings:	4
Number of Tattoos:	1 medium piece
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	lots of
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

toxxxygene rocks !

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:26:33 GMT

new pic of our shoot at Big Cheeze bar !
www.toxxxygene.com
my pictures will be on her site next week or later . . .

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:19:58 GMT

while my girlfriend is workin and since I don't work today I found some old pictures to work on and to redesign with my new "artist" signature

hope youll like them

Marten

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new girlfriend

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 04:18:54 GMT

yeah... its official since two weeks now
i got a girlfriend.. !

it was a bit hard to stop some of the relations i had but, yaknow ! it takes what it takes

now im happy, ive got love, tenderness, sweetness and fun .. !

its kind of funny when you think that, not even 1 month ago, I was kind of "no girlfriend for me, nothing serious, no love, just fun!" and BAM ! it hits you right in your fuckin face, you meet someone and its like a huge fuckin punch on the nose, you fall for her and you dont want to miss any minutes possible with that person.

havent passed any nights without her in my arms since 14 days in a row now. cant help it, I really love that gal.

right now she's with one of her friend, at her place, im at mine, on my bed and id really like her to call me to say shes comming to sleep over here... but lookin at that damn weather out there.. ive got big doubts about her calling to say she'll come here... that sux... it means ill have to get that fuckin shit out there and walk to her place freezin my ass off, i can smell it from here.

anyways... well see what'll happen...

sorry for not giving any news for a while LJ, but damn, im fuckin happy !

cheers
marten

PS : here's a recent picture of her.

kind of cheezy but.... what a night... what a girl!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 16:44:18 GMT

Cher LJ,

voici la fille avec qui jai passé la nuit dernière !

.... oui... la nuit, mais cette fois-ci, pas le genre de nuit habituelle (des derniers temps)
une nuit dans mon salon...

on a commencer par se rencontrer au metro papineau ou on s'est demandé ce qu'on allait faire pendant au moins 30 minutes a jaser sur un banc tout près. Ses oreilles commencaient à geler, nous avons donc commencer a chercher un endroit chaud.

Les propositions de chez toi ou chez moi ce font entendre, je lui offre d'aller chez moi en passant par le petit club vidéo de repertoire ( le 7ieme ) avec lequel je suis tomber amoureux dès mon arrivée dans le cartier.

Finalement, je me souviens et que j'ai le film Old Boy, et que nous n'aurions pas besoin de marcher bien bien plus loin, juste aller s'écraser dans mon divan et se faire tourmenter l'esprit par se film des plus marquant.

Le film se termine, déjà on est plus proche, plus près. Je sens la chaleur de son corps, et ca me donne juste plus le gout de me coller...

On apprend a se connaitre, on parles de tattoo, piercing, photographie, films.... en fais, on mélange nos passions.

La discussion est non stop, nos corps se rapproche...

je sors mon laptop pour lui montrer des photos, on voit tous les 2 l'heure ( 3h15 !!!) mais on n'en dit pas un mot...

je ferme le tout, on se recouche sur le sofa encore plus près.... ma tete sur sa poitrine, ses mains se promene sur mon bras. . . . ca faisait en quelque sorte tres longtemps.. et je ne peux pas dire que ce nétait pas agréable ... au contraire !

elle essaye de se convaincre physiquement de se lever.... elle fini par faire un move, elle va dabbord aux toilette.....

en sortant, je ne peux m'empecher de l'Attirer dans mes bras... (putain c'est quelle est plus grande que moi!!!??) je lui fais remarquer et comme 2 enfants, on va se comparer dans le miroir... finalement, on est d'égale grandeur ! ... mais bon ce n'est qu'un détail.

cet instant dans mes bras, je l'aurais savourer toute la nuit... mais bon, vous savez, dans ce genre de situation, je crois qu'il faut attendre... l'embrasser???? nahhh !!! attendons voir d'abbord. Ce genre de suspense ne m'est pas arrivé depuis longtemps, savourons seulement cet instant, cette période, le plus possible, quand cela arrivera, cest que ce sera vraiment le temps que ca arrives.

je lui dis que jai passé une tres belle soirée... elle me renvoit la balle en regardant ses pieds de la même facon qu'un enfant gêné le ferais... j'essaye de lui relever le menton de ma main pour voir ses yeux mais elle fuit mon regard. (les femmes elles savent vous donner de ses signes qui vous arrete le coeur de battre).

finalement, une derniere accolade dans le cadre de porte avec deux ptit becs tout près des lèvres, un dernier regard, un dernier sourire, un dernier "rappel moi quand tu veux, on se voit tres bientot" et voila, elle est partie.

la seule chose, je ne lui ai pas parler de mon "darkside"... mais je crois que ca pourra attendre encore un petit peu... le temps quon apprenne a se connaitre plus encore... et de plus, faut pas trop se faire d'idées, ce n'était que notre premiere soirée seuls ensemble.

Merci de ton écoute habituelle
Mart

Devil Hot Rods

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:19:52 GMT

That's mostly what I did today......
and got bored
and did the grocery... now im mainly BROKE !!!
someone to lend me some money please ???

anywho... there you go, hope youll enjoy them....

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must see !

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 18:35:33 GMT

Old Boy, 2003,Chan-wook Park, Korée Du Sud = Must Freakin See !!!

An average man is kidnapped and imprisoned in a shabby cell for 15 years without explanation. He then is released, equipped with money, a cellphone and expensive clothes. As he strives to explain his imprisonment and get his revenge, he soon finds out that not only his kidnapper has still plans for him, but that those plans will serve as the even worse finale to 15 years of imprisonment.

4 1/2 stars for that movie ! absolut kick in the face with a huge steel-toe boot !

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:41:40 GMT

"cher" LJ,

je vais donc me défouler dans une des choses que je fais le mieux.
et non .. ce ne sera pas du sex sur cette page mais bien sur de la photo

PS: J'espere que tu es bilingue ! (sorry im a fucktard sometimes)

DrMarten

(photo taken yesterday @ foufs, The Brains)

piXXX

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 22:15:55 GMT

here are some picture of my shooting with Chastity, Toxxxygene and Penelope J.
real true fun and damn nice pictures ....

going to hang pics at the Big Cheeze bar starting november...